Frozen Nowhere

I was given this idea by a friend, that when I was at work I should try to write a bit on my breaks. The way my job works out, I tend not to have formalized breaks in my day – I take the kids to the babysitter by 7:30am, then I have a 45 min drive from the town I live in to the town I work in…all the way through rural Saskatchewan. I arrive at work around 8:00-8:15, but usually before 8:30am… and usually work at the computer from 8:30am until 5:00 pm when I make my 45 min drive through rural Saskatchewan to pick up my kids at the babysitter’s home.  While I am at…

So… although I have been intending to get back to writing more, it just seems that the time slips out of my hands. It feels like all I do is work, parent, and sleep… and wait for email replies.

its like waiting for the phone to ring, you know it won’t, but you wait anyway. There are a few people that I have emailed and I am waiting for replies, if they are to come… and I know that I should just not worry too much about things — just reach out and hope for new connections, and if a new contact doesn’t wish to reply, move on and find another person to try to reach out to.

And no,…

As someone who has been solitary almost my entire Pagan Life, I have never really been required to keep a structured Book of Shadows. There was no one who required me to note certain laws or rules or correspondence tables, labouriously copying information by hand from my teachers in my own hand into a book. Instead I felt, due to a feeling of lacking something in not being taught and guided by a group of more experienced Pagans, that I was overwhelmed by the variety of vastly differing information available to me in books. 

So… I’ve been tossing about the idea of adding my voice to the universe of Podcasts. Do I think that anyone would care to hear wht I have to say? Not in the least.

But here’s a sample of what i’ve forced my friends to do… 

[podcast]http://bunnywrath.com/podcast/071129_11_Identity_Is_Not_My_Name.mp3[/podcast]