Frozen Nowhere

I think it is always good to reflect on passings and endings. And as I have finally come to the ending of a friendship that I had been desperately holding onto, it is time to reflect on that relationship and let it go. In a few weeks I will make the final cut, and ritually “bury” the past forever, so now I am in the last stage where i have accepted its dead, gone, cold and flatlined and that it happened a long long time ago. 

 
And so I need to look at it for what it was, the good and the bad, and see what lessons I learned from this friendship; what can I take with me…

This week, so far, has been a huge roller coaster of emotions, and for that I think I am glad. I am bringing resolution to some of the unresolved issues in my life.
 
The biggest resolution was the knowing that, once and for all, forever and ever, the past friendship I had had (the one in which I felt the need to just vanish into the ether of the world from) is gone. Is that the resolution I was hoping for? No. Quite frankly, I knew that it was more likely than not that he would be upset with me, and likely that he would not want me in his life… but I think a (very, VERY, small and

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