Jan 10
Things (and Thinks) I find myself rediculously happy about:
And here, because I want to, is a LIST of things that I feel absolute free and bountiful joy about in my life lately (numbered but in no particular order):
- my kids
- having RGG in my life – and all that goes with it
- my friends, S, MyssK, C, and G
- my warm and very purr-y kittens, Magik and Arthur
- my job, even if I find it boring sometimes (laugh)
- my MacBook
- my iPod (even though I am saving for a new Nano in GREEN)
- music
- coffee
- having an apartment of my own
- being able to WRITE again
- moleskine notebooks and cahiers
- having a bunch of blank notebooks to write in
- paper
- freedom to be creative
- having a printer that allows me to print off photos (to scrapbook)
- the wii and wii fit
- my gym membership (even though I haven’t been able to use it as much as I wanted to)
- positivity
- having a shower that works (thanks to RGG)
- having my car
- having interesting and inspiring blogs to read every day
- Lush products (worth the splurge)
- being able to wear makeup on weekends
- having a new warm coat
I don’t know why (well, I do… but its not polite to speak of in public) but I have been feeling so much better about my life and things in it lately. I am feeling so much more positive about everything and I know that I can take on any challenge. That’s not to say that I am totally manically happy all the time… I know the difference between mania and happy (laugh)… but that the down/blue feelings are not overwhelming me anymore.
but its not polite to speak of in public) but I have been feeling so much better about my life and things in it lately. I am feeling so much more positive about everything and I know that I can take on any challenge. That’s not to say that I am totally manically happy all the time… I know the difference between mania and happy (laugh)… but that the down/blue feelings are not overwhelming me anymore.Things are improving in my life… and I know that they will continue to improve, and I know that I can get through the hard parts, because I am strong and I can find a way through. I know that a lot of this is having made the changes in my life that I have been working on since I went to the Rapport Leadership Training session in September… getting out of my own way, allowing myself to get rid of patterns that aren’t working for me, and letting go of the weak self talk that i used to do. Going through this led me to finally admit to myself that I wasn’t feeling it for Stalker, pushed me to start going to the gym, has allowed me to get out and start dating, and that led to me meeting RGG.
And I really hope that I can afford to go to the Leadership Breakthrough 2 (I want to go to the one just out of Las Vegas!!) this year, or that my company will allow me to expense it (like they did with LB1) as ongoing personal development. I have started to get my passport application together, and I feel that even if I don’t make it this year I will do it when I can, because personal development is ALWAYS a good thing…
And I am going to focus on the good things, the great changes and the wonderful things I have, not worry about the things that have held me back or which I have had to let go of…
This year I will celebrate the good things no matter what… and I will experience the bad and let them flow through me and teach me the lessons that I need to know and TRY (laugh) not to dwell on them too much…
The course has certain been the start of some great stuff for you.
Just remember that you’re the one who did the work, the course gave you some tools.