Frozen Nowhere

Some days it just feels like I am not fully equip to live in normal society.  There are a LOT of days where I feel IMMENSE and IMMEASUREABLE (although, let’s admit it I still TRY to measure it, I measure everything) guilt over the decisions I made in the past few years – right OR wrong – and how horribly I have “broken” things.

Every SINGLE day I deal with a litany of complaints from ALL arenas about my children. Either theEx is complaining because of expenses associated with the children or having to deal with some issue with that the kids are having, or it’s GirlChild’s teacher complaining about how GirlChild BEHAVES. And a lot of the issues are…

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Okay… so I am not the best at taking pictures of things, but this is a picture of my new living room…
It looks REALLY REALLY boring in this picture… I haven’t gotten around to putting things on the walls yet, and due to time and labour constraints during the move, I didn’t get to paint the walls.

It’s really a MUCH bigger space than it looks… but with 2 love seats in the space I needed to provide seating space, ability to watch TV, and also the option of being social… the room seems “cut”.…