Frozen Nowhere

Seriously bloggable…
 
So… I have been spending a great deal of time doing the introspective thing lately, even more so than you can see here (laugh). I am a naturally introspective person, and changes in the year and seasons tend to get me all “thinky”, and that natuarally comes out of me at these times.
 
My comparison of 2008 to 2009!

• I started off 2008 alone, in my parents’ basement, by giving each of my kids a kiss on midnight while they slept.  I started 2009 off with RGG and his friends, by giving RGG a huge and passionate kiss and feeling his arms around me.
• 2008 started off with my living with

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As I have been a steadfast follower of The Fluent Self blog for a while now, and as Havi says “Traditions are important”… well… I decided that it would be beneficial to me to resume the habit of reviewing my week in writing.
 
Good things!

• spending some quality time with RGG over the previous week
• cleaning out things I no longer want or “need”
• making space in my home as I declutter things
• putting up blinds in my living room (yay having a man around, yay having privacy)
• getting my GST deposited into my bank account… as this will likely be one of the last ones I get (laugh)
• having a wonderful kiss with a more-than-wonderful man

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Friday Follies…
 
Today, being friday, I have been feeling a bit… write-ish. Not that that is a horribly UNCOMMON thing for me, since I seem to be writing at least 2 posts or entries  per day lately… but its a statement of the way I feel at this point in time.
 
Actually, here is ALL that I am feeling right this minute:

• hungry (its lunch hour and I haven’t brought anything to eat)
• annoyed
  •   over drama
  • trying to determine how to get all the kids’ stuff since STBX has decided that I should pick them up from the daycare instead of him picking them up and dropping them AND all their stuff off

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This week I have had the kids, which has meant that I am going out a lot LESS than I was last week. This is the nature of my life, and a situation in which I am very familiar — as this is JUST the same freaking situation that STBX FORCED me to live under when I was married to him, only instead of the KIDS coming and going in my life, it was HIM doing it to us.

But I digress.

I am still feeling a bit stung by the rejection that I recieved from Entropy, but its managable.

I have continued to talk to Reg online every night, and he’s hoping to be able to come over…