Frozen Nowhere

Can you tell that I am crazy about this guy? I mean, right from the first time I met him in person (since we had talked online, due to family circumstances and schedules, for a month before we met, and I had already really clicked with him that way so I knew that at the VERY least we’d be friends… and I am glad that we are friends and MORE now), and we clicked right from the start. I have been so much happier with everything since I met him, and now that I think that we are committed to only seeing each other I feel so much more relaxed in my life too — I like who I am now, and I

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So… we settled in the room for a bit. Since i had spent 2 days wandering the city and not managing to hit either a Tim Hortons OR a Starbucks (even though I waited for my parents outside Tim’s for 15 mins!) G and I decided to make coffee while we got everything in order. I realized, pretty quickly, that I had forgotten GirlChild’s bathing suit at home… along with the toothbrushes and toothpaste and hairbrushes… and my contact things… so I turned on the tv for the kids, found a kid show, and trundled off into the absolutely terrifyingly COLD weather to pick up the remaining stuff from my house.
 
I grabbed everything I thought I could possibly

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or… I wonder if he will ever call again after *THAT* night.
So… after last weekend’s mess, you wouldn’t think that I could do anything to top the mess I got myself into. But, that just means that you don’t know me all that well. 
You see… I might have a degree in logistics, but that doesn’t mean that I actually bother to think about the entire logistical network when I am trying to get something done. As an Aries woman I am prone to starting all sorts of projects, drumming up enthusiasm for said project, then abruptly moving onto the next thing that I think up. I also come up with wonderful plans that involve planning and foresight,

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But at least I am not going to talk about men and what I want in a dating relationship.

No…

Not right now.

So… a few days ago (Tuesday) I had to go to meet with my son’s educational psychologist at his school. My son has had unidentified “issues” with school environments since kindergarten. I had hoped that he would have outgrown it, but as teacher after teacher signaled him out as having something “wrong” with him, I grew more and more concerned… and, of course, I blamed myself for the difficulties. Oh, there were many reasons that this was MY fault:

*I didn’t know I was pregnant with him until I was 3 months along. During that time,…

So, I missed a day, so sue me. I know, it’s not like I can claim that anything is really going ON around here, because, my life really is very boring lately. But there are days I can’t bring myself to write… 

But I will anyway…