Frozen Nowhere

One issue I have with keeping up with a blog is that there are just things that I can’t write here. So… in order to get things out that I can’t write in a public forum (never mind that no one knows its here) I write on other journal/blog sites.

Yes, that is a song lyric… so deal with it.

This is how I feel today, “that which doesn’t kill us only makes us stronger”. Its just been one of those days? Weeks? Months? Seasons? Years? Yes… years, it’s been one of those years for me and although I can see how I am getting better and stronger, there are still days where things are getting harder and coming faster. 

As someone who has been solitary almost my entire Pagan Life, I have never really been required to keep a structured Book of Shadows. There was no one who required me to note certain laws or rules or correspondence tables, labouriously copying information by hand from my teachers in my own hand into a book. Instead I felt, due to a feeling of lacking something in not being taught and guided by a group of more experienced Pagans, that I was overwhelmed by the variety of vastly differing information available to me in books.