Believe it or not, things are super fantastic great right now… other than the tinge of blue I feel at being truely alone for the first time in 2 weeks, now that RGG has gone back to his home in small town Saskatchewan and I am left here with my 2 kittens. I know the blue will settle in on me in the next few hours, and i will get through it, and I know that I will talk to him again on MSN or the phone or text in the next few days… 

The last few weeks have been INCREDIBLE for me. I know I have been away from the blog for this time frame and that means that I haven’t been updating things as much as I usually do. I have been busy… wonderfully, happily BUSY… 

The last few posts were of the fun that RGG, the kids and I had on Yule night.  Since then RGG has been over to visit, the kids and I went to Edmonton for Christmas with my family, and RGG and I have spent the most wonderful week together (was it only a week? it feels so much longer) with his kids and his family and friends, I have gone out with my friends G and C (who returned to Canada from Brazil), I finally have living room blinds thanks to RGG, I have started organizing and decluttering all the stuff I have accumulated in my house… and I have a renewed sense of who I am and what I want out of life. 

And so… because it is a new year and a new beginning…. the things I will work on this year:

• I will get my eating habits back on track. I will stop skipping meals and keep on top of eating so that I don’t let the stress of my life build and make me sick
• I will not let the negativity of the past few years get to me, I will start to move forward and eliminate the toxic elements from my life. I am letting go of unnecessary things, I am cleaning house in my life, of all the physical objects as well as emotional and spiritual things holding me back.
•  I will not allow other people to tell me how to feel anymore, I will trust my SELF
• I am going to get back to the podcasting thing, as soon as I get a bit more of the clutter worked out (laugh), and I am going to start the process of getting back in touch with people of like mind
• I am going to laugh more, I am going to experience the world more. I am not going to be afraid of things — not what other people say, not what other people THINK, not about what will happen, not of failure — and I will make memories
• I will allow myself to feel passion
• I will enjoy the time I have on this earth. I will create connections. I will share my joy with my children and their joy will connect us. 
  • I will find more things to do together and relax the weekend rules a bit more, now that I have them for 2 weeks starting this coming friday
• I will allow myself to enjoy my sexuality
• I will allow myself to enjoy my spirituality, and I will watch where it takes me, the flow of my soul, and not worry so much about LABELS
• I will WRITE
• I will knit
• I will create
• I will take pictures
• I will document my life

Welcome to Moon’sLark’s Procrastination Station, the episode 3 which literally spans the fall season!! Recorded between September 27th and November 5th, its a marvel of incoherent babbling about my life.

And I’m okay with that.

A response to TommyElf’s latest podcast…

I wasn’t sure how to respond to this, or if I should even make an attempt to respond, since it seems I’ve had lukewarm results with interactions with some of the podcasters I had responded to in the past, but it seems that since I do not have time to fire up the podcasting programs this week the best plan of action is to bite the bullet and respond. After all, its a podcast, not a friendly conversation, just a response is to be tossed out there, an opinion, not a request for reaction or indvidualized response. I’ve known this for a while, and I have no false ideas that responding to others out there will forge even the most tenuous of connections.
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So… I figured out how to upload my podcast onto the place where I put the FIRST one…

This episode is still a bit short (about 38 mins) but I’m working on it.

This time I have focused on how I have been struggling with how to narrow my identity to Pagan, even though I have set out to do a Pagan-centered podcast. I discuss a bit of my past Pathwalking, and ramble on a bit about myself as usual.

I’d like to hear (if anyone is listening/reading) about how you honour your Path in terms of altars. Do you have an altar in your home? If so, where? Is it a formal altar dedicated to a specific pantheon or diety? Is it a collection of spiritual items you feel called to pick up? Any ideas or suggestions on setting up an altar for the first time?

As always, my contact information:

EMail! I LOVE email!! (Moonslark@gmail.com)
AOL/iChat as Wikkae
ICQ 1465283
GTalk MoonsLark@Gmail.com
Y! as Moonslark_ca

I’m working on getting promoted through iTunes and Podcast Alley (any TIPS on getting this to work would be appreciated)

My Podcast Alley feed! {pca-e777e4bf58afc312386e07fbbdb469f2}

[podcast]http://frozennowhere.com/podcast/Facing%20East%20Again-Episode2.mp3[/podcast]

Woo hoo… I have done it, I have, finally managed to prove my insanity. 

And you know what?

I don’t care. I did it! I did my very first podcast, which you can hear here!!! 

I await any feedback, good or bad, that I might get. Maybe I’d get a hint on what to do to make things better…

Ways to contact me:
EMail
AIM: Wikkae
Yahoo IM: Moonslark_ca@yahoo.com
Skype: Moonslark
PaganSpace.net
I’ll be working on getting it into iTunes as well…

Yay!!

 [podcast]http://frozennowhere.com/podcast/Facing%20East%20Again%20%231.mp3[/podcast]