Frozen Nowhere

Review of last week…
 
As I have mentioned, I took a bit of a hiatus because I have been having periods of time where I am experiencing shooting pains in my wrists. This reason, amoung others, was part of the reason I decided that for the first time in 18 months of working for my current employer, I would actually USE some of my allotted vacation time. (the other reasons being that my kids were off for the week and RGG and his kids were off for the week, and I thought it would be good for him and I and all of us to spend time together)…
 
So… yeah, not much writing and my wrists are feeling so much better. 
 
I think its the

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Okay… so I didn’t manage to write all that much last week, which was likely good because by the friday before I went on “vacation” I started to have shooting pains in my right wrist whenever I typed. 

And you know, when typing and writing are so vitally important to you, that kinda sucks. So for the most part I did not do any writing this week. 

Instead I spent MOST of the week with RGG and all the kids.

And you know? I’m STILL not sure with him.

I mean, I love him, and I am attracted to him and I feel really good about things with him. For the most part I haven’t tried to do a

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Its amazing to me, the complete sense of ease I feel around RGG.
 
I spent a few days worrying over my decision to spend less time on IM with RGG, and to actually remove the primary program that i use with RGG to IM (MSN messenger) because of the issues it causes with other software on my computer. I felt disconnected to him, I felt worried that having to do this would be a major stumbling block for our burgeoning relationship…
 
And then I just did it.
 
And I worried that not being as able to communicate would be too  hard.
 
But in the end, I had to let it go, because the obsessive need

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It seems that everyone around the internet and the universe at large are gearing up for Valentines day.
 
Can I just say “gah!”?
 
Its not that I don’t like the romance and stuff, but I don’t see a point to putting so much pressure on one day. There is so much pressure on people to do “something special” on that day, that it kind of ruins the mood, I think. That is NOT romance, people!
 
Don’t get me wrong here, I LIKE the sweet gooshy smooshy things as much as most girls. But I am not the kind of person who plans out a super romantic date night or waits with baited breath (and the air

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Even thought I have fallen short on some of my goals for the week… 
 
So… the not so great things going on around my life:

• Miscommunication issue or at the very least missed communication. I am finding the transition between talking to RGG online a lot to talking mostly in person to be more difficult than it should be. This is accerbated by the fact that I have been having issues with the MSN program as well. It lead to a very unsettling night wednesday night when I wasn’t sure if what RGG wanted was a “break” from chatting online or just for me to stop bothering him in all formats. I solved the problem by just not

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