Frozen Nowhere

Letting go of Items often means cutting the energetic ties we have to these items. For some of our collected objects this isn’t hard to do… we simply aren’t energetically bound to that item. For other items??? WOoooboy is it hard to let go.

I’ve been noticing this in my own life… and I’ve seen how this can get out of hand in the lives of those around me. I know that the invisible energetic things pervading our stuff hold them to us… for a multitude of reasons. The head knows that we do not need this item or really WANT this item, but the heart knows that this item is OURS.

My sticking points tend to fall in 2…

In January I wrote out the things I most wanted to change in my life in 2010, rather than writing out resolutions.  I focused on the 5 areas of my life that I felt I needed to change to start getting back to being more fully ME.

The fifth and final (but certainly not least) of these areas was the desire to reconnect to something larger than myself out THERE. I wanted to re-visit, explore, and reconnect my soul to the Divine… even though after 12 years I wasn’t entirely SURE what I “believed” anymore…

So in order to keep myself on track, I have decided that I am going to check in every season to see how…

In January I wrote out the things I most wanted to change in my life in 2010, rather than writing out resolutions.  I focused on the 5 areas of my life that I felt I needed to change to start getting back to being more fully ME.

The fourth of these areas, the area I had just had a major epiphany about, was wanting to be more aware of the patterns in my life and to live more CONSCIOUSLY. I wanted to go from not OWNING my decisions to making mindful and meaningful decisions for myself and my family.

So in order to keep myself on track, I have decided that I am going to check in every season…

What I feel needs to be changed: I want to change my approach to Spirituality

What I realized was hurting me:

In the most basic sense of the word I have isolated myself from my spirituality, and I feel the keen loss and the “calling home” sense. I have to admit that it has been a LONG time since I was an active participant in my spiritual path…

I have never felt anything profound and glorious and sparkly from the “Status Quo” religions of my life –The traditional churches left me feeling… empty. At 17 I started reading everything I could find on Wicca and started putting things into practice on my own. I dedicated myself, found others…

These are not so much resolutions as REALIZATIONS that things have to change, and that now is as good of a time as any to get started. They aren’t NEW realizations, but they have slowly been condensing in the back of my mind for months, and the significant events of the past few weeks — being preapproved for a mortgage, buying a home for myself and my children, getting the divorce closer to being finalized, Yule, Christmas Holidays, New Years, and signing Mortgage Papers — have brought together a scintillating array of facts into clarity suddenly.
 
And I will be making changes… slowly, but surely…
 
Because of the scope of this project, though, I have decided to

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