Frozen Nowhere

So… its been a while. 
 
My life kinda took a sideways slide last week, which was freaky, scary, unfortunate, and really made me not want to write anything about anything.
 
It took a LOT of talking to the people who matter the most to me, confiding in those I love, and some professional information and advice… but perspective has now been gained.
 
Things are not COMPLETELY resolved… there is still a giant question mark hanging over some aspects of my life, there are still fragments of my relationships that either can or cannot be repaired.
 
For one thing, I do not really know where I stand with RGG right now… but then again, I never

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Update a little late…
 
I know, I try to do the update so it shows up on friday or saturday, so I can start my week off fresh on monday, but this week it just didn’t happen. Oops…
 
And you know what?
 
I’m good with that.
 
So… how about last week?
 
Not so wonderful points in my life:

• I’d had a rough weekend with RGG, which resulted in RGG getting sick just as I was leaving him alone for the night. I really felt bad, even looking back on it, because I should have just taken care of him that night and helped him out. But in the end maybe it was a good thing to let

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And here we are again, for a weekly check in full of updatey goodness (an idea I have totally yoinked from The Fluent Self Blog… go, check it out, its GREAT and not at all fluffy-bunny-white-light-goofy-guru stuff!!):

Things that made me go EEK, GRR, WAH or just have a complete meltdown:

Nasty missives from the Stalker

Oh, I know that I have already talked about it, and I know that by even acknowledging his whining or threats I am encouraging him, but (DAMMIT) this is my space and I hate the idea that I have to be scared to write about my life because someone else doesn’t like the type of attention they are or are not getting from…

As I have been a steadfast follower of The Fluent Self blog for a while now, and as Havi says “Traditions are important”… well… I decided that it would be beneficial to me to resume the habit of reviewing my week in writing.
 
Good things!

• spending some quality time with RGG over the previous week
• cleaning out things I no longer want or “need”
• making space in my home as I declutter things
• putting up blinds in my living room (yay having a man around, yay having privacy)
• getting my GST deposited into my bank account… as this will likely be one of the last ones I get (laugh)
• having a wonderful kiss with a more-than-wonderful man

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I’m still around… just…

Well… not busy, but not really writey either. I have sat down to write a billion times, only to have other things interrupt me. And its been very irritating. This whole week has, despite asking for time to myself, been taken up by other people… and despite how NICE they have been, sometimes even 1 hour of time drains what little mental energy I have in a day — I had only made plans for Monday night and Thursday night, and yet my time was in demand Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday AND Thursday… and I didn’t even get as much housework done as I wanted to…